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Nothing is ever good enough for anyone.Ever.Period.Weither it is at work,home,wherever. No matter how hard I try,all I ever get is kicked in the teeth. And I keep coming back for more.So who's the real asshole here?
M.
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| Just Wondering... |
[22 Jan 2004|12:31pm] |
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Type O Negative-Everything Dies |
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Does anyone read my personal journal? Do you care about what I'm doing or how I feel? Does anyone really love me? I'm not looking for pity or anything like that,I just feel very alone.
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| WOW! Here's Another... |
[10 Jan 2004|04:33pm] |
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What is everything to someone and nothing to everyone else?
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| Riddle Time Everyone!! |
[10 Jan 2004|01:07pm] |
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No sooner spoken than broken. What is it?
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[08 Jan 2004|01:20pm] |
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Went to court today. They gave me about seven hundred dollars in fines to be paid one hundred dollars a month and my license is suspended for thirteen months. Still,it could have been worse. They could have locked me up. I don't think I could stand to be away from my girls like that for any period of time. I still have my freedom;and thats whats important.
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[04 Jan 2004|03:59pm] |
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My heartfelt apoligies to everyone I told that I would be at the Ball. The baby had a reaction to somthing and had to be taken to the hospitol. Nothing serious and she's fine now. Once again,I'm sorry.
M.
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[29 Dec 2003|07:46am] |
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As are the rest of you,I am shocked and saddened at the loss of yet another person who was taken too soon. My heartfelt condolences to everyone affected by this tragedy.
M.
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[24 Dec 2003|11:15am] |
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I would like to wish you all a Merry Christmas,Happy Chanukkah,Krazy Kwanza,and a peaceful,dignified Ramadan.
M.
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[20 Dec 2003|07:47am] |
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Why in god's name am I up when I don't have to be? I'm exausted,my belly is full,my baby is asleep,and yet I am still awake. Why dosen't your mind come with a on/off switch?
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[16 Dec 2003|01:03pm] |
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OK,here we go...
Someone has hijacked all of Lauren's online stuff. Everything. LJ passwords,e-mail passwords,sign on passwords, you name it. We have installed a firewall so it dosen't happen again. What's worse is we know who did this. So, please be sure it's actually Lauren you are talking to. Thanks.
M.
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[13 Dec 2003|07:17pm] |
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It honestly hit me for the first time today that I'm going to be a pallbearer at my fathers funeral. My initial feeling was one of grim satisfaction. Am I a bad person for feeling such?
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[04 Dec 2003|01:14pm] |
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OK,so here's the situation...
Lauren(my baby momma and love of my life)is mad jealous because her friend Zack hooked up with this chick last night at the club. Turns out that Lauren has a crush on this guy. I don't know how to feel about this. I like Zack and I trust Lauren,but how can she totally love me if she has a crush on this guy? I just don't know...
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[30 Nov 2003|11:36pm] |
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I'm physically exausted,yet I can't sleep. Too much shit in my head. Got to be up at 5am and start yet another game of "can I make it to work and back without getting pulled over!" Stressful...
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[29 Nov 2003|08:26pm] |
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A is for - Age: 26
B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: I have a girlfriend.
C is for - Career in Future: Professional Video Game Tester.
D is for - Dad's name: Robert.
E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: Me, I'm the life of every party.
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: Sodom-A-Go-Go~GWAR
G is for - Guy/Girls you've kissed: zero guys, god knows how many girls.
H is for - Hometown: Historic Abington, PA
I is for - Instruments you play: I play the spoons.
J is for - Job title: Petroleum Distribution Specialist.
K is for - Kids: 1...and ONLY 1.
L is for - Living arrangement: Anne Frank's Attic.
M is for - Mom's name: Susan.
N is for - Number of people you've slept with: 17
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: too many.
P is for - Phobia[s]: spiders and clowns.
Q is for - Quote you like: you dickhead! shut the fuck up,i'll kill you!!
R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: 3 1/2 yrs.
S is for - Sexual position: doggystyle
T is for - time you wake up everyday: whenever i get up
U is for - Unique trait(s):my brains and love of my child
V is for - Vegetable you love:none
W is for - Worst habit: taking things too seriously
X is for - X-rays you've had: a couple thousand
Y is for - Yummy food you make: hot pockets
Z is for - Zodiac sign: gemini
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[29 Nov 2003|09:45am] |
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Well, once again life is spinning beyond my control. Back in June, I had a baby.Around that same time,I stopped paying my car insurance so I could get the things I needed for the baby.So, now my license is suspended and I have a court date Dec.11th. Regardless of the outcome of that, I must continue to drive so that I may provide for my family. What to do?
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| I'm here... |
[25 Nov 2003|10:26am] |
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Hello all! After reading these things for over a year,I finally have one of my own.
So, welcome me! Read my intrests! Talk to me if you like...
You may be surprised...
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